four month strong

apa kabar ? baik :)

hai ,udah 4 bulan lebih gw sama" lo ,susah seneng bareng" ngga punya duit bareng" ngga jajan bareng" jalan" bareng . kaya udah lama bgt kita sama" tapi ternyata masih 4 bulan ,bisa ngga ya kita keya gini terus sampe lulus :) tapi kan lo mw nyoba di lain tempat :( kalo ketrima kan kita ngga sama" lagi . yaudah deh ngga papa .yang penting kita masih utuh . cieehhh . jdi mw nyanyi nih nuat kamu

Pergilah kasih
kejarlah keinginanmu
selagi masih ada waktu
Aku rela berpisah demi untuk dirimu
Semoga tercapai segala keinginanmu

huhuhu . aku menyayangimu .sungguh :) love you so much :*

first day lecture

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say "Hi" to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know I haven't seen you around, before"

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feeling like there nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
Well be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and hes got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're mommas waiting up and you think hes the one
And you're dancing round your room when the night end
When the night ends

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors

why ???

nggak bisa berpaling dari mu !!!

:*

yang terakhir

berbaringlah, disamping tidurku 

bermimpilah, nyata-kan mimpiku 

sampai kuterbangun di matamu

ijinkan hidupku lengkapi hidupmu 

dan isi hariku dengan ceritamu 

sampai pada lembar terakhir

saat badan lelah 

saat jiwa gundah 

tersenyumlah 

aku ada disini

ku mulai pagiku dan lewati hariku 

kau tak disampingku 

ku tetap menunggu 

sampai ku terbangun di matamu

saat badan lelah 

saat jiwa gundah 

tersenyumlah 

aku ada disini

jadikan ku yang terakhir, dan tua bersamaku 

tak ada hari yang terbuang sia-sia saat kau denganku 

jadikan ku yang terakhir, dan tua bersamaku 

tak ada hari yang terbuang sia-sia saat kau denganku

buat nyata mimpi ini karna tak ada mimpiku yang tidak melibatkan kamu 

buat nyata mimpi ini karna tak ada mimpiku yang tidak melibatkan kamu 

(jadikan ku yang terakhir dan tua bersamaku) 

buat nyata mimpi ini karna tak ada mimpiku yang tidak melibatkan kamu 

(jadikan ku yang terakhir dan tua bersamaku) 

buat nyata mimpi ini karna tak ada mimpiku yang tidak melibatkan kamu

jadikan ku yang terakhir, dan tua bersamaku 

tak ada hari yang terbuang sia-sia saat kau denganku 

jadikan ku yang terakhir, dan tua bersamaku 

tak ada hari yang terbuang sia-sia saat kau denganku

saat kau denganku

saat kau denganku

saat kau denganku

FLUKTUASI GLUKOSA

Fluktuasi Glukosa

lyrics and song by Dochi Sadega

saat terbaik dalam hidupku adalah

dengan kamu

tetaplah disini semua kenang

:*

hitam putih atau berwarna

gelap terang siang dan malam

selamanya

tetaplah disini semua kenang

genggam tanganku sayang

hitam putih atau berwarna

gelap terang siang dan malam

selamanya

ini pertama kali ku gunakan kata “cinta”

dalam lagu tentang aku dan dia

semua ? terjawab dengan

( :

singkat kata ku bahagia

dengar jantung ini berdetak untukmu

berlutut ku meraih jari manismu

kugenggam tanganmu

you know that i love you so much

dengar jantung ini berdebar untukmu

berlutut ku meraih jari manismu

kugenggam tanganmu

you know that i love you so much

ini pertama kali ku gunakan kata “cinta”

dalam lagu tentang aku dan dia

semua ? terjawab dengan

( :

singkat kata ku bahagia

titik dua dan bintang :*

August 17th ,2012

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER

I will never be the same without you standing next to me

I will always be the man you need, for better or worse

For happy and sorrow ‘til the day that i die

Love you forever and forever

Love you with all my heart

Love you whenever we’re together

Love you when we’re apart.

You And I Going South

And now it’s time for closure
You know it’s always hard to finally decide
I guess to think it over maybe
It’s been wrong right from the start

Listen to your friends
I don’t wanna know
This time use your head
To point it out
If this is the end then let’s trace the beginning
Listen to yourself
I don’t wanna go

This is the anthem of all the things to come
Whatever happens, happens
You’ve tried your best
Let your heart move on

You wanted a song
I wrote you one to carry on
Driving home will never be the same without you here
I will never be the same without you standing next to me
I will always be the man you need, for better or worse
For happy and sorrow ‘til the day that i die
Don’t let situation be your worst frustation
Try to slow down to think it out

Just gimme just one more shot to start it over
Hold my hand so tight
I’ll take you anywhere you wanna go right now
So I can move on (without moving away)
We can go anywhere you wanna go right now
I’ll take you anywhere you wanna go
Anyone you wanna be with (I can be him)
Anything you want me to be (I can be anything)
But if it gets too hard
Just let my heart move on

date night !!

I wear this shirt like you know when
can’t believe it’s date night all over again
soaked my body with a nice bath foam
just in case tonight we’ll get some

Do you know what keeps me waiting?
I just can’t resist those eyes
do you know what keeps me wanting more?
your eyes, and your touch, and your perfect smile
Im just a man and not a knight
yea when there’s nothing left to fight
im just a man and not knight
don’t wanna sleep alone tonight
Watching cars go by, sitting by the porch
wishing one of them was yours
and when you feel the room’s too cold
just dim the lights and im all yours
Do you know what keeps me waiting?
I just can’t resist those eyes
do you know what keeps me wanting more?
your eyes, and your touch, and your perfect smile
Im just a man and not a knight
yea when there’s nothing left to fight
im just a man and not knight
don’t wanna sleep alone tonight
One day dear,
you’ll understand,
it’s not the sleep that keeps me dreaming
it’s always you that keeps me dreaming

selamat ulang tahun

ehhh . lupa !!
27 kemaren gw kan ulang tahun . 
umur gw sekarang 18 broh !!
makin kurang aja ini hidup gw 
tiup lilin akan membuat ingat yang bersinar kelk akan pudar !! 
give thanks to ALLAH for my life . grateful for the glory that you gave .more thakns to my beloved,to my brother ,to all my friends . i'm nothing without you all .start fresh stay fresh and stay gold to me :p

Nikmat ALLAH SWT

Harga Oksigen $2,8/liter

Harga Nitrogen $1,1/liter

dalam satu hari manusia rata2 menghirup 2889liter oksigen dan 11.376 Liter Nitrogen..

So berapa biayanya? ± $18.479/day.

Dan ternyata, Tuhan cuma meminta kita untuk bersyukur dengan cara yang sangat Mudah... Alhamdulillah..

STRAIGHT EDGE FOR LIFE

Straight edge is a subculture and subgenre of hardcore punk whose adherents refrain from using alcohol, tobacco, and other recreational drugs. It was a direct reaction to the sexual revolution, hedonism, and excess associated with punk rock. For some, this extends to not engaging in promiscuous sex, following a vegetarian or vegan diet, and not using caffeine or prescription drugs. The term was coined by the 1980s hardcore punk band Minor Threat in their song "Straight Edge".

Straight edge emerged amid the mid-'80s hardcore punk scene, in part as a reaction against the perceived "jock" element of the developing scene. Since then a wide variety of beliefs and ideas have been incorporated into the movement, including vegetarianism, animal rights, communism and Hare Krishna beliefs. In many parts of the United States and UK, straight edge is treated as a gang by law enforcement officials.A 2006 study suggested that the vast majority of people who identify as straight edge are nonviolent.

4991

so i can move on . not moving away

you and i , going south

and now it's time to closure
you know it' always hard to finally decide
i guess think it over
maybe it's been wrong . right from the start


listen to your friends . i don't wanna know
this time use your head . to point it out
if this in the end . then let's trace the beginning
listen to yourself . i don' wanna go

this is the anthem for the all things to come
and whatever happens

you've tried your best . let your heart move on
you wanted a song . i've wrote you one to carry on
driving home will never be the same
without you here

i will never be the same without you standing next to me
i will always be the man you need for better or worse
for happy and sorrow till the day that i die

don't let situation be your worst frustasion
try to slow down to think it out
break down
gimme just one more shot . to start it over
hold my hand so tight
i'll take you anywhere you wanna go right now

so i can move on . not moving away
i'll take you anywhere you wanna go . anyone
you wanna be with anything you want me to be
but it if gets to hard . let my heart move on

NEW FOUND GLORY

New found energy, new found purpose: that's what Not Without A Fight is all about. The first New Found Glory album to bear the Epitaph logo brims with fresh promise, showcasing a band comfortable in their own skin and eager to get back to basics and present it all to the world. Not Without A Fight is arguably the strongest addition to an impressive catalog with no less than three gold records and some of the most memorable songs of the past decade.

Album opener "Right Where We Left Off" is an instant reminder of the keen self-awareness that endeared New Found Glory to millions of fans worldwide in the first place. And naming their album Not Without A Fight? That's a nod to that other side of the group Epitaph owner Brett Gurewitz called "the greatest pop-punk band in history," the side that is scrappy, that's from the do-it-yourself scene. The side of a band who probably never should have been lumped in with some of the more teeny-bop friendly fare they've often shared the rock radio and TRL charts with.

Lead single "Listen to Your Friends" flips the script by rocking a verse even catchier than its chorus; "I'll Never Love Again" boasts a killer singalong. "47" has a hooky scream that breaks new ground for the Florida-bred five-some while "Truck Stop Blues" summons the potent urgency of the burgeoning scene that New Found Glory arose from, recalling a bygone era when they shared small stages with their friends in Get Up Kids, Piebald and Saves The Day.

Not Without A Fight packs together the best elements of fan favorite albums like Sticks and Stones (2002) and Catalyst (2004) with a reinvigorated drive making for a declaration that's fresh and timely. There's pop, there's punk, there's crunch, there's those irrepressible melodies and Jordan Pundik's instantly recognizable voice is in fine form.

"Nobody in New Found Glory loves anything as much as this band," says guitarist Chad Gilbert, by way of explanation as to how they have managed to maintain the same lineup - Pundik, Gilbert, Steven Klein (guitar), Ian Grushka (bass) and Cyrus Bolooki (drums) - for over ten years. "You fight with your mom. You don't hang out with her all the time. But you love her! You're never going to hate her. We're family. It might sound cliche, but that's what it is."

That family first came together in Coral Springs, Florida in 1997. Nothing Gold Can Stay (1999) and New Found Glory (2000) became classics thanks to hard-touring and good natured relationship building the world over, which ensured the next two albums (Sticks and Stones and Catalyst) would both debut in the Top 5 on the Billboard 200 chart.

As happens all too often, the uber-successful and beloved band found themselves delivering Coming Home to a group of relative strangers who lacked the same investment in them as before. By 2006, many of the folks who worked with the band at the label had been replaced by new faces, from the president on down. "At major labels, people are always losing their jobs," Gilbert points out. "Someone can love your band one week and the next week that person is fired."

With their recording contract fulfilled and in between management, New Found Glory seized the opportunity to have some fun while weighing their options, releasing From the Screen to Your Stereo Part II (something their most ardent supporters had demanded for years) and a split EP with their alter-ego, International Superheroes Of Hardcore.

"It brought this different attention to our band that we hadn't had in a while," Gilbert says. "Through the major label years, some of those lines got blurred because of some of the things the label did representing our band. With the release on Bridge 9 Records, we were able to do things how we wanted to do them. It was awesome."

In the midst of all of this, the band continued to write their next album, which they ultimately decided to record before choosing a new label. That's where +44 / Blink 182's Mark Hoppus came in, agreeing to produce Not Without A Fight at the studio he co-owns with Travis Barker. "He's an old friend of ours," Gilbert explains. "We had no money to make the record so we wanted someone with the confidence to do the album for free and get reimbursed later."

Eventually, of course, the label situation needed sorted out, as the guys in New Found Glory have no desire to be in any kind of "business" other than than business of writing great songs, recording them and playing them live. "When we announced that we were no longer signed to Geffen two years ago, Brett Gurewitz was the first one to call me," Gilbert remembers. "'People at Epitaph are all music fans and have their shit together."

And as for that spectacular accolade from the man running their new record label home? "It's crazy!" Chad says, laughing. "The Descendents could take that crown way before we could, or Screeching Weasel, or Green Day. I don't know why he said that! He's crazy. It's flattering. It's really flattering. But I don't know what to say!"

New Found Glory's first Epitaph album has no guest appearances, no frills, nothing but fantastic songs and powerful performances. "If you really listen to our music, you can't pigeonhole it. We play music that we love." Not Without A Fight is alternately the band's most streamlined and direct but powerful and broad album thus far.

"New Found Glory is back to where we want it to be: we tour, we play music and it's from the heart."

A DAY TO REMEMBER-have faith in me

Have faith in me
Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe
So cling to what you know and never let go
You should know things aren't always what they seem

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I'm going crazy
Cause there are things in the streets I don't believe
So we'll pretend it's alright (pretend it's alright)
and stay in for the night
Oh what a world
I'll keep you safe here with me (with me)

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

They've got me on the outside, looking in
But I can't see at all
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
They just wanna see me fall

They've got me on the outside, looking in
But I can't see at all
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
They just wanna see me fall

Have faith in me

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did (Go, Did)
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it (Fall, Meant It)
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you go, and I never did

jawab aja

what happen if godzilla is in your next door ???

time

waktu
saya tidak minta kemarin untuk kenangan yang begitu indah

dan saya tidak minta esok untuk harapan yang pasti

tapi yang saya minta hari ini .

semua yang ingin saya lakukan hari ini 

saya lakukan dengan baik

saya

i don't smoke 

i hate cigarettes and it's not cool when someone blow their smoke on my face, 
so if you wanna smoke, 

you better not smoke near me

i don't drink,. 

sex is always good. always.

i hate hypocrits

i love cracking conspiracies,

i love learning new things and keeping up with new potentials.

i hate ungrateful people, 
i hate people who doesn't appreciate others

and i like people the way they are. 
if you are nice enough and you have problems and you feel like sharing 

i'd be glad to help.

thinking

saya hanya berpikir Jika saya melakukan satu hal, 

satu hal yang kecil, 

saya pikir hidup saya akan benar-benar berbeda.  

saya sangat bahagia dengan hidup saya seperti yang sekarang,

tapi saya masih bertanya-tanya ?

bagaimana seandainya saya melakukannya

THE ALINE

wah padaa masih inget nggak ya . ini waktu pertama kali nonton THE ALINE disolo .gue yang baju teenage team biru sama make topi thealine. itu tanggalnya diatas ada .udah 2 tahun lalu .lama bgt ya..sekarang THE ALINE udah banya yang kenal .jadi sedikit ngga spesial lagi deh :D .

stay gold

Tried to be normal, 

but it gets boring.. 

So I went back just being me

i wishhhh

God

 grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change

 courage to change the things I can

 and wisdom to know the difference

selamat ulang tahun pil

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED 

PALLUPI S MUMPUNI

MARCH 16

cerita sederhana oleh guru ppkn gue yb buat gue nangis

one of day .
seorang ibu sedang bercengkrama dengan anaknya didepan teras rumahnya
ibu itu terlihat sangat bahagia
kala itu seekor burung hinggap dipucuk pohon kelapa depan rumahnya
si ibu bertanya kepada anakny itu .
"Nak itu burung apa ?" dan si anak pun menjawab dengan ramah "itu burung gagak bu".
tak lama ibu bertanya lagi "Nak itu burung apa ?" si anak menjawab lagi "burung gagak bu" 
dan untuk ketiga kalinya ibu bertannya "Nak itu burung apa ?"
dengan nada jengkel si anak menjawab "Burung gagak bu !!!" 
si ibu hening sejenak dan bertanya lagi untuk yang keempat
dan yang kelima kalinya ibu bertanya pada anaknya
"Nak itu burung apa ?" 
si aak menjawab dengan nada kasar dan jengkel
"Burung gagak bu!! Tuli kah ibu ini !!" (sambil masuk kedalam rumah meninggalan ibunya sendiri)
Ibu merenung dan meneteskan air matanya . tak lama ibu berdiri dan masuk kekamarnya .
ibu mengambil sebuah buku yang disimpanya rapi dalam lemari sejak 18 tahun lalu.
"DIARY" itu buku diary ibu yang ditulis 18 tahun lalu.
dipeluknya erat buku diary itu oleh ibu .lalu ibu pun terlelap tidur
tak lama si anak keluar dari kamarnya dan melihat ibu tidur terduduk diatas kursinya.dia melihat ibu memeluk sebuah buku .lalu diambillah perlahan oleh anak itu .dibukanya dan dibaca buku itu oleh anak itu.
dibuku itu tertanggal 18 tahun lalu .ibu menulis sebuah catatan yang berceritakan
"hari ini aku sangat bahagia .aku dan anakku bercengkrama dengan ceria .disela"nya ada seekor burung gagak hinggap dipucuk pohon kelapa..anak ku bertanya "bu itu burung apa?" dengan penuh rasa kasih syang ibu menjawab "itu burung gagak nak" pertanyaan itu pun diulang"nya oleh si anak sebanyak 30 kali ..
(lihat betapa besar rasa sayang ibu kepada anaknya dengan sabar penuh kasih sayang ibu menjawab pertanyaan yang sama sebankay 30 kali.bandingkan dengan ibu yang hanya bertanya 5kali kpda anaknya ,si anak langsung memarahi ibunya) seketika setelah membaca tulisan itu .si anak langsung memegang tangan ibunya dan menangis .tapi apa yang terjadi ?? semua terlambat .ibu sudah meninggal .dengan rasa sangat menyesal si anak menangis memohon ampun pada ibunya yang sudah tidak ada,,

lihat seberapa besar kasih sayang yang diberikan ibu kepada kita
"tak peduli seberapa besar salah kita ibu selelu bisa memaafkan kita"
beruntung untuk kita semua yang mempunyai ibu .jangan kecewakan ibu kita .jangan pernah sakiti hati ibu kita .hargai ibu kita . bahagiakan ibu kita .

i love you mom "

jangan sampai

"you looks perfect but ur so fake"

apakah?

Just another "BORN-SCHOOL-WORK-DEATH" routine . Sedangkal itukah makna hidup kita ?

MY HERO

                                                                      

 Seorang ibu dlm hidupnya membuat kebohongan yang baik untuk KITA .

1. Saat makan, jika makanan kurang, Ia akan memberikan makanan itu kpd anaknya dan berkata, "Cepatlah makan, ibu tdk lapar."

2. Wkt makan, Ia selalu menyisihkan ikan dan daging untuk anaknya dan berkata, "ibu tdk suka daging, makanlah, nak.."

3. Tengah mlm saat dia sdg menjaga anaknya yg sakit, Ia berkata,
"Istirahatlah nak, ibu msh blm ngantuk.."

4 . Saat anak sudah tamat sekolah, bekerja, mengirimkan uang untuk ibu. Ia berkata, "Simpanlah untuk keperluanmu nak, ibu masih punya uang."

5. Saat anak sdh sukses, menjemput ibunya utk tinggal di rumah besar, Ia lantas berkata, "Rumah tua kita sangat nyaman, ibu tidak terbiasa tggl di sana."

.Saat menjelang tua, ibu sakit keras, anaknya akan menangis, ttp ibu msh bs tersenyum sambil berkata, "Jangan menangis, ibu tidak apa apa." itu adalah kebohongan terakhir yg dibuat ibu.

Tidak peduli sebrp kaya kita, seberapa dewasanya kita, ibu slalu menganggap kita anak kecilnya, mengkhawatirkan diri kita tp tdk prnh membiarkan kita mengkhawatirkan dirinya.

Smoga smua anak di dunia ini bs menghargai setiap kebohongan seorang ibu....karena beliaulah malaikat nyata yg dikirim TUHAN untuk menjaga kita (Love ♥ Mom)

my beloved

Last week she said ’I'm still with you’
I’ll kiss you girl and
We will never be two lonely hearts
And life is okay

blablabla

orang pintar itu sering membodohi . dan orang bodoh itu apa adanya

from A.D.S a.k.a dochi's blog

KONSEP BAHAGIA

Konsep bahagia tiap orang itu berbeda, ada yang baru merasakan bahagia kalau ada di bawah sorotan, dipuja puja, dielukan, ada yang bahagia saat punya uang banyak, ada yang bahagia setelah barang yang mau dibeli akhirnya kebeli juga.. Kebahagian saya simpel, ketika bisa membuat orang disekitar saya senyum.. Kadang harus ngalah, harus mundur beberapa langkah supaya saat berada dibawah sorotan, bayangan yang tercipta tidak terlalu besar dan nutupin yang dibelakang.. Satu hal yang paling saya ingat adalah kalimat "bahagia itu mensyukuri nikmat dan menikmati syukur". Saya punya teman penggerutu, sedih lihatnya, sepertinya semua yang dia dapat tidak bisa membuat dia puas, dia terus dan terus dan terus menggerutu sampai lupa apa saja yang sudah dia dapat dan dia dapat dari mana, sedih tapi senang, karena disitu saya selalu diingatkan untuk bahagia, untuk lebih berhati besar dan ingat semua ini dapet darimana.. Dan tidak sedetikpun saya ragu untuk menaruh kebahagiaan itu kembali ketempat yang membuat saya bahagia.. Ingat, semua akan kembali ke tanah. Ingat, setinggi apa kamu meloncat, gravitasi akan selalu menang. Kebahagiaan itu bukan saat ada diatas langit, tapi ditanah dimana kamu berasal. Pergilah mencari kebahagiaan dan bawa kebahagiaan itu pulang. Orang yang bersyukur adalah orang yang selalu ingat jalan pulang. Always remember where you came from. And always remember that happiness is like a bag of weed, you have to share it with your friends.

Kebahagiaan tidak ada tanggal kadaluarsanya, tapi, tanggal produksinya harus ditetapkan sendiri, lalu distribusikanlah.

my fam's

this is my sister @novitadwiintansari

this is my fuckin brother @glorawidodo

KID ON A ROCKET RIDE

Ten Folds Apology

never felt so insecure
never felt so safe
never had cotrol of my self
'til you came into my life
i made lost of promises
and you're getting tired
just you know i all wanted was you
since you came into my life
don't leave me
i know you're angry
your everything to me

seconds turn to minutes
to the days i spent without you
all that i know it was you all a long
it's where my heart is belong

 imagine

new way

new life

new hope

start fresh

stay fresh

stay gold